Heavy thoughts

Going to sleep at 5am AGAIN.
if I were to tell what's on my mind now, it'd be too gloomy even for me to bear.
Life is constantly giving me reasons for . . . contemplation.
I still don't know whether to like it (life) or hate it.
I still don't know, maybe tomorrow would be my last day.
Oh yeah. We all don't know.
But not every of us has to think about that on a daily basis.