this is a bad year for my blog

So far, this is the worst year for my blog.

I haven't been writing anything here for ages. If you ask me why, I would give you several reasons.

First of all, I have a lot of work to do. Daily. And nightly. Which leaves no time or desire for something else than sleep. 

Hm, probably other reasons can be derived from first. I feel no 'desire' to express my thoughts of feelings. Or everything changes so rapidly that I can't catch up with thoughts as they come and go. 

yep, I had many ideas for entries in my blog or other blogs. Still, I had no time to sit down and write, so those ideas are gone now. 

I started using twitter again. Probably because ~100 symbols is my limit now for a day or even several days. Talk about self-expression.

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After a brief conversation with 'my lawyer' today, I remembered a person I haven't heard of for a long time.

You know, Vladane, you should have at least told me what's wrong. No, I got it, you broke up with your gf. But what followed only made me wonder what's happening and made little sense.

That's it, really.

Ёж

Еж - птица гордая. Пока не пнешь, не полетит.

people you shouldn't turn away

"... there are several types of people you shouldn't turn away: those who don't go away even if you tell them to, those who share silence with you readily and those who insist on taking care of you even if you tell them not to".

It's a quote from a story - or rather a diary - that quotes another person; but the idea is quite interesting, don't you think?

I wish certain foolish people would try to understand this.

I've been one in three instances recently - described above I mean - and I think I'm up to the point when I'm ready to send it all to hell. After all, if someone insists on ruining his own life, it's 'his' life.

Let people like that do what they want if they're so dumbfounded. 

I'm through worrying for nothing and dealing with ungrateful fools. After all, just like in the quote above, I don't get a dime or even a 'thank you' for my help and good intentions, so someone could have considered why I do what I do.

Alas, road to hell is paved with good intentions. I'm not going there. 

Personal opinions

Few days ago I had especially foul mood and couldn't keep from telling one person what I think about him.
He claimed that in his whole life he'd never seen a woman that is beautiful AND smart... usually I ignore fools like that, but not this time.
Now he acts offended and doesn't talk to me.
Oh well, good riddance I guess.

Hindsight

Spent half an hour looking for some invoices, looked everywhere around the flat. Then I found them... under my sleeping cat.

Knowing her, I should have known better and started my search from her.
But everyone is smart in hindsight.

All hail the morning

Here I am, up at work all night.

I don't want to count how many lines of css only I've written today, but it's done. Committing and going to sleep sounds soooo nice...

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yesterday I worked till 6am and set the alarm for 1pm... and of course my phone decided to turn off due to problems with battery, so I woke up after 3pm today.

taking a break from work, now. remembered I haven't written anything here for a while.

I fear I'd have to pull an all-nighter again.

oh yeah just for the record even though I've been working with win8 UI for some time now, I still don't like how it looks. yikes, those tiles are plain ugly...

winter is still here

it feels nice for a change to get indoors and be warm again after freezing in ... well... freezing weather.

Lecca - Clown Love

I like this song very much even after full month of listening. Sadly, it's a rare find among other lecca's songs...

"не честь"

this picture (or rather text on it) made me wonder.
how 'smart' should a person be to write something like that?
I can understand mixing up "не жить" / "нежить"... but "не честь" instead of "нечисть"? really?

even google translate knows the difference:

 

It's 2013 already

well, it's been a while...

had no time / reason to post here, mostly time though.

it's been very busy end / start of the year.

let's hope we all would have a happy new year. 

the second

I went to youtube to find a song I've been listening to quite a few times while working, but, strangely, it's not on youtube. yet I guess.

nevertheless, I accidentally bumped into this in one of MVs:

guess what they meant by that... yeah right...

even Google translate knows it's an infinitive.

duck vs horse

accidentally found this on yahoo and it made my day better:

"Would you rather fight 100 duck sized horses, or 1 horse sized duck?"

as someone wrote in comments, the choice intrigues me and now the work is doomed for the day.